Loosing myself

Don't know what happen to me...

recent i feel that i lost my desire to study.
I always carrying a sleepy and burden mind.
Once i open my book, my mind are still blank no matter how i read it.
Maby my holiday mood haven't return yet.
Or my mind had been polluted by surroundings?
Time management problem?
Behavior/attitude problem?

Many question appear in mind.
How to chase back those chapter?
How to maintain in Dean ?
How to adjust n finance wealth?
How to finish all task n event on hand?
How to get back my study's desire?
How to get away from sickness.........
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All this question buried my mind.
Counselling? Mentor had resigned.zzz
I feel like loosing my true self ...
Is that that because i long time x communicate with peninsular old friend and had mix up my mind with surrounding environment here?

Wish to be my-self back...
This will be my most challenging fade of me for this semester.
Must fight hard to find back my true self and continue my career .

God bless...